Suicidal Tendencies

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down (Crumbling down)
I cry for help but no ones around
Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall (Against the wall)
It seems like no one cares at all
Always an emotion, but how can I explain; how can I explain?
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I cant explain, the same with my pain
Caught up in emotion, goes over my head; (Goes over my head)
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death, am I living or am I?
The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change (Seems to change)
Problems never solved, just rearranged
And then I think about all the times that Ive had (That I?ve had)
Some were good?
I search for personality. I look for things I couldn?t see
Peace and love flash through my mind but - pain and hate is all I ever would find
Find no hope in nothing new and I never ever had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony; through my eyes thats all I see
If Im gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears?
And if Im gonna die, Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow, Well I just want to say;
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I cant even smile today
Today (today) today; when I cant even smile today
Today (today) today; when I cant even smile today
Today (today) today; when I cant even smile today
Today (today) today; when I cant even smile today
You think something?s funny...
If you wanna laugh... why don?t you laugh at this?
So when I look outside my room
I see the world, but not the reason
What is done to me is not fair
You call it fair I call it treason
But I know not what to do
Give me a sign Ill take whatever
But if you want me here I am
Aint gonna die forever
And I tried to hold ya
But you just turned away
And I tried to tell ya
But not a word I say
I cried out so loudly
But you just covered your ears
I gave you all the signs,
but you ignored my tears
So if you want me here I am
I sit here waiting for your decision
But my body fights my mind
I headed straight for a collision
So am I getting near or am I still
Looking in all the wrong places
But the only thing that seems to change
Are the looks on the faces...
And I try to hold ya
And I try to tell ya
And I gotta?
And I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta,
Gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta
How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I)
How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I)
How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I)
How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I)
When I can?t even smile
Can?t even smile
I can?t even smile today
When I can?t even smile
Can?t even smile
I can?t even ? I can?t even smile today
Smile today
But I can?t even smile
How will I laugh tomorrow?
Doesnt anyone...It seems like no one cares at all
Doesn?t anyone even care at all
It seems like no one cares at all
Doesn?t anyone even care at all
It seems like no one cares at all
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
When I can?t even smile today
Today (today) today; when I cant even smile today
Today (today) today; when I cant even smile today
Today (today) today; when I cant even smile today
Today (today) today; when I cant even smile today
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