At Half-Mast

Sometimes I wonder if you even believe in the things you say, because your actions sure dont demonstrate the things you preach. Weve been through this many times before, and every time you tell me youve changed, I come to see that its all just a lie. Tell me what your problem is, cause its really starting to get to me. We can always work together to set things straight. But if you dont help me, then I cant help you, its a mutual process and its all for your good, and if I cant help you then surely no one can. Its not like you to be so bold over something that you know isnt true. But I guess thats never mattered to you in any of your other issues. Why I always break my back to support you I dont know. Youll still fall back on vile things to hide the truth. Im done being spit on. Im done being stabbed in the back. This has got to cease, it has got to end. Theres just nothing left for me to hope for. Its amazing what youll put yourself through, youre a slave to your own insecurities, I would think you could have noticed that by now. Take a step back and realize, you cant possibly live with open eyes, and go on as if you dont know wrong from right. Tell me what your problem is cause its really starting to get to me, we can always work together to set things straight. But if you dont help me then i cant help you its a mutual process and its all for your good, and if I cant help you than surely no one can. This cant be true. Its not worth it to you, but is it worth it to me? Its hard to say it with compassion. Every time I look at you Im reminded just how many days Ive wasted! Every time I look at you Im reminded just how much of my effort left dead. Its all becoming way too routine for me now, too routine for me to even care how you pull through or who will be with you now...
[ Let Your Conscience Be Your Guide Lyrics ]